User blog:Coloredillusions9353/Illusions

So, my username on here and on ROBLOX is coloredillusions9353. I had some old questions (old account) about theories on my username, and I personally don't get it. I'm not some creepypasta thing. But my username comes from these illusions I started hearing and seeing after witnessing my best friend's death. When I see these illusions, it's a bunch of blurry rainbows around my room. When I hear these, it's like those scenes in BirdBox (spoiler alert) where girl and boy hear Malorie's "voice" telling them to take their blindfolds off. My mother is calling out to me, telling me to take off my blindfold. She wants me to actually meet people. The only people I know are my father and...well that's it. Nobody ever loved me, except for Angie, my best friend. And my mother. As for the numbers in my name, no, it isn't some creepy code thing. If you saw that video of somebody playing around with a kid's toy that repeating numbers on a number pad, 9353 entered quickly made it sound like it was saying 'mother f****r'. I just thought it was funny, so that's why my username is coloredillusions9353. Anyway, I have to go right now, I'll update you on life later.

-Haelyn A.